The accusations went on and on, for more than an hour. I was screamed at, accused of every crime under the sun, and finally assigned a “lowered condition.” I finally left, broken and very confused. We had just ended the biggest book sales year in the history of Scientology. I had been responsible for the sales of millions of books. Dianetics was on all the major bestseller lists. Why was I the subject of a vicious personal attack? It made no sense. And there was no explanation forthcoming.